SUDDENLY

Suddenly the terrain has changed without changing,

Suddenly it has become a long hard road without trees,

Suddenly I find that sleep eludes me, as i stare into the vacuum before me

for long and allow the eyes 

to water to your memories.

Suddenly I find that I am like that orphan who has a lot to say, but nobody to listen,

suddenly I find that my blood longs for you, mother, and a cry emerges and dies in my throat quietly.

Suddenly I find myself homeless in a big house, with only guests arriving and departing.

So suddenly you left without any forewords, that all the noise of the world cannot convince of the

reality, of your departure,

As I reminisce you and listen to your words in my head, trying to see you in the stock pictures the brain definitely preserves,

I bleed and tear,

I crumble and fall onto the earth,

exhausted and burnt out.